Daddy, Mom and my brother and I would all pile in the ’57 Chevy on Saturday afternoons to shop at Sears. Dad minded my brother and I as Mom spent what seemed to be an eternity poring over bolts of fabric. We would wait on the periphery of the fabric and notions department, each hanging on to each of Dad’s index fingers, shuffling our keds on the floor. After hours of standing and waiting (it was probably more like fifteen minutes), we began to tug on Dad’s fingers, begging him to please, please PLEEEEEZ take us to the toy department. He would stand fast (was he holding Mom’s purse?), not wanting to desert Mom who was intently looking for the exact perfect couple of yards she would use to make my brother and I matching shirts. Maybe he knew better than take us to the toy department, knowing we would eventually be in tears if we didn’t get to buy some toy we’d found and just had to have. We’d let go of his fingers to wander, not too far away, in neighboring departments. We would make up our own fun, hide and seek in the round racks or some such. We were probably just annoying enough to annoy other shoppers within earshot.
The hosiery department was next to the fabric department. Once my brother, fascinated by the feel of the hosiery on the ankle of a plastic leg he could barely reach, popped it out of its toe-stand to bounce and tumble across the sales floor. He busted out bawlin’. Dad tried to stifle laughs as he swept him up in his arms. A sales lady picked up the leg and tried to console my brother by showing him it wasn’t damaged.
You know, I was telling this story over lunch with our management team the other day, and I mentioned Dad holding Mom’s purse. Somebody made the comment, “Maybe his balls were in [the purse].” But you know? Dad’s balls were exactly where they were supposed to be and he was not less masculine holding Mom’s purse and hanging out by the fabric and hosiery departments of a Sears corralling a couple of bored little boys. He looked confidently like what he was, a good husband and a good Dad doing what good men do.